对不起，谢谢你！

很抱歉
好多好多的对不起
谢谢你
好多好多的包容
我都知道
我看到
我感受到

对不起，谢谢你

宝

Rush Rush

Time seems just not to be enough..
How i wish we could have more than 24 hrs in a day..
Aww... There's not enuf time to slp to work and to HAVE FUN...!!
I under tremendous STRESS!!!!
I nid a HOLIDAY......

signing out @ 1019,
Marie

这一路上以来，我好难过
我过得好不开心
过了那么多年我应该能接受的
可是我却没办法
真的没办法
因为这是我最深爱的
我最深爱的两个人
我最想同时拥有的人
却是永远都不可能的事

其实我不该是这样的
其实我应该更努力的生活
祝福 关心
但我没能做到
我很想
但事实永远都是事实
没办法改变确没办法接受
是最痛苦的

天下有心人 别辜负你们的另一半
因为它带来的伤害会比你们想象的更大
且是没办法弥补的过错

愿，
大家都能快快乐乐

Lost

Sometimes it feels no one understand...
I don't even know y i do the things i do...
*sigh
I'm going psycho.. soon.. very SOON!

I knew i can't change the fact, yet i can't accept it..
I tried to push it back my head, but it came out whenever it likes...
I've been telling myself to keep calm, but it doesn't works...

I'm losing my patient..
I'm losing my temper...
I'm losing my pride...
I...
*speechless

marie

New Year (year 2010)

Resolution
* I must be obedient
* I must obey to mummy
* I must be hardworking
* I must go on DIET
* I must put in more effort for my G8 & IR
* I must take care of my health
* I must take care of mummy n daddy
* I must'nt bully daddy anymore
* I must earn alot of $
* I must save more $
* I must love ppl around me more...
* I must learn to be contented

Wishes
* To go HK for Lessons on July
* To have my own business
* To buy new lappie
* Mummy can have a healthier body
* To meet my ji muis and heng tais from DBC
* To be loved more...!!

YEAR 2010

YeahLubeee!!!

At last... Its like been decade i've waited for this moment!!
We waited for 3 months!! for the resultss!!
Finally..
I did not failed myself.. and i DID NOT failed mum also!!!
Oh my goodness...!!
I've actually passed my INTERMEDIATE!! With Merit...
Never thought tht i can actually passed it..
At 1st i was like very near to the border of giving up...
I mean.. I've stop for 10 years.. and took only more than half a year trying my level best to know everything back, refreshing my memories, brushing up my skills...
Though i'm still very far from being "good"...
But i'm certainly very very contented..
AS I RELI PASSED IT!!!!
OH MY GOODNESS...!!!!!!

Next, its time for IR AGAIN!
I think this probably its the 3rd time IR appear in this blog..
And i still couldnt manage to PASS it...!
BLAST!!!

But, from all of the above...
I learnt that, its true that we reap what we sow...
I gave all in to my BALLET and i get the results that i wanted...
So, i promised...
I'll do the same thing to u, IR....!!!
I mean... i would try my best to love u...~ *wink

Happiest contented gurl...
Marie

*Update* 2010 Jan

1stly... zai zai, my doggy have migrated to Penang to live with my dad..
Its was an awful day.. The day when i sent him off..
I cried like a baby...
But i'm beggining to get use to it by now..
Its been like 2 wks life without my baby...

Next, i find myself skipping classes every now and then..
G8 is certainly BORING!!!!!
aH.. i'm saving for my new leotards!!!
EXCITED!!
*wink *wink...

Thats all at the moment.. will have more coming up~~
Stay Tune***

Marie

原来...

刚写完了那偏然后看回头之前所写的..
才发现....

原来..
自己有那么的渴望像要去..

原来..
我并没有为自己做些什么..

原来..
我再次的为了爱我的人而放弃梦想..

原来..
我没有走出过去..

原来..
心理住进了的人都不曾离开过..

原来..
错过了就是错过了.. 没得回头..

原来..
我真的是个大笨蛋..!!

有谁真的能够了解我其实有多么的痛苦?

*** Update ***

Dear bloggie...

I'm so sry i've not updated u for quite some times..
Well, recently had been pretty busy with stuff..
But everything has ended pretty smoothly..
I've finally finished my IR PAPER and also my INTERMEDIATE BALLET exam..
Competitions and performance..
Dun ask me why, for i'm also so confused when things suddenly burst out together..
Anyway, i'm still as fine as i use to be..
Nothing much to be updated.. Except for...

05Oct

Kenny's b'day but it turns out to be on Monday which means he has to work out station which also means we cant celebrate it together..
So in d end we celebrate it together during mooncake festival.. We have practically 4 bday boys n girls tht day..
It was quite a memorable night as Kenny is totally DRUNK! (tht was pretty funny)

09Oct

Kenny's flight on 5am and has gone to KLIA on 12am...
A 9 days trip...
So... thats all..