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2011-04-05T23:22:00.001+08:00

心累。。人自然的跟着变累。。

好累

又过了一个月，

第361天。。。

第333天

2011-03-08T20:46:00.003+08:00

今天是8/3/2011，也是所谓的38妇女节啦！

长了那么大的我，从来都不管什么38节，
不过今年的8/3比较特别。。
因为，今天既然也是我从第一天爱上你的第333天哦~
而且，333这数目字对我而言很敏感，很怀念..
谢谢你的“333 days”。。
满足，开心！

记得在我们的第200天，
我的愿望是：希望我们将来会有更多更多的200天！
打不成了.. 不过，没有关系~~ ^^

宝宝

Voices from the date : 1/3/2011

2011-03-08T20:35:00.004+08:00

Love is when u are able to let him go, when u knew u can't give him happiness,
Love is when u gives him ur blessing sincerely from d bottom of ur heart..
Letting go is also another way of showing loves..

I thank you for :
Your Love,
Your Concern,
Your Care,
And Everything You Had Gave To Me.

I Love You,
Truely n Purely...
Every part of you, our times together,
Will be turn into d greatest memory in muh life..

There's a time to meet, There's a time to part ;
There's a time to stay, There's a time to leave..

Life goes on, so do you and so must I.

While,
Letting go and Giving up has a vast diff meaning~

I Love You =)

Marie

15/12/2010 心声：Jacky Cheung 張學友 - Kar Fei 咖啡 (Coffee)

2011-03-08T20:33:00.000+08:00

一场失败的爱情像个笑话

BB

13/12/2010 心声：原來愛情那麼傷-梁詠琪

2011-03-08T20:32:00.000+08:00

有你在才是习惯。。。

BB

王心凌我會好好的

2010-12-15T23:42:00.001+08:00

不要说你爱我你想我
如果你心里没有这么做~

BB

The most fasinating week ever~

2010-11-18T07:48:00.004+08:00

Aw....!
This week must had been the most incredible week i ever had for the past few years..
After 4 years of parting, finally once again, we manage to get back together again..
The sad part is one of d member couldnt reli make it back to us this time..
Though, 4 days is certainly not enuf for us to learn, practise and rehearse all d songs..
But, we're glad...
That we still have d spirit of team afterall~~

Apple pie was formed on the year 2000..
And it lasted till 2010, now..
Aww..

The bond of this friendship is just like the bond of sisters!
Approx of 15 years.. singing, dancing, studying, sleeping, having fun and even now, working together... Its sumthing to be thankful for and cherish~

The Young Apple Pie
Cheerleading for juniors in some competition..

Hopefully, there'll be more reunion like this in da future..
And, this time we must make sure that all 4 members will be there!!
*wink *wink

看透

2010-11-14T00:02:00.000+08:00

当你看透了某些事情
它，不在存有任何意义
你也从此不会在生气，难过，伤心

当你看透了一个人，
他，还是很有意义
但，你不会在为什么事情而感到生气，难过，伤心。。。~

当你看透了。。
你会感觉更好过~

所以，
我看透了。。

爱与痛的边缘

2010-11-11T17:38:00.000+08:00

睡不着
躺着躺着又起身
看着fb也不知要做什么
心里漫漫的想念

早起的鸟儿

2010-11-11T06:58:00.000+08:00

话说：

早起的鸟儿有虫吃

我也太早了吧？
吃饱了
衣服也弄好了
早餐也做好给妈米了~

才7点钟。。

是不是在告诉我，
回去睡觉吧宝宝？

呵呵

2010-11-10T00:27:00.000+08:00

我要把自己搞得很忙很忙！！！

Time passes too fast~

2010-10-31T17:33:00.001+08:00

As days goes by,
Finally i realise, i'm getting no longer bigger but older...
Rmb once when dad n mum says "when u grow up, u will have to bla bla bla......~~"
Now, the time has come..
We are all getting older n older as time passes..
And yet we have to strive to achieve for what we want in life..
Time is so precious that u won't even know when u're wasting it...

Ahh..~ how i wish i'm still young n in my primary sch days time..
How i miss those life without the need of cracking my head for this n that~~~
>.<"

maki

200th days!!

2010-10-25T14:17:00.001+08:00

Through all thick n thins...
In just 199 days,
I've already knew that we are going to have alot more of 100 days to come...
Another 200 times?300 times?500 times?1000 times? u named it...
I just know i'm so in lurve with this guy i have...
And i'm going to make it eternity...~

I damnly lurve u , Dave Hon...

KAMPATE!

2010-09-07T16:38:00.000+08:00

我的梦想。。

我的计划。。

基本上，
都在掌握之中。
都能顺利达成。。
希望，能完成22岁的愿望。。

加油！

* Sweet *

2010-09-07T00:35:00.000+08:00

"To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world"

A few days ago, I had this... very very wonderful time..
It was indeed a GREAT night..
When i get to spend sometime with "his" sisters..

And i get to sense his care and loves for me..
I'm blessed!
The night started and ended well...
I'm blessed..
thx God!

Till only then,
I realised,
Sumtimes in lurve,
we nid to give and take..
It wasnt really just about U n Me thingy..
It takes courages to admit mistakes..
It takes alot to commit urself into a relationship..
In so many ways there are,
To put urself in a correct position and to maintain it..

This is a quotes which i seriously think is really suitable for everyone in da game of lurve..

"If you love me, let me know. If not, please gently let me go"
cause
"Pleasure of love lasts but a moment, Pain of love lasts a lifetime"

"I Lurve Eu"

如果

2010-09-01T01:33:00.000+08:00

我忘了最后一次感到如此心痛是几时。。
我真的忘了我最后一次是因为什么而落那么多泪。。

如果，
你看到现在的我是如此的痛苦。。
你会不会感到心痛？
还是对你来说，这一切都不重要了？

痛苦

2010-08-31T20:28:00.000+08:00

我是。。
不被珍惜的人，
被放弃的人。。
永远的代替品。。

也许说不上是代替品。。
因为我根本就代替不了那个位置。。

如何才能让眼泪停止？
我。。
痛苦。。
真的。。
很痛苦。。

宝宝，
我拜托你。。
不要做个cry baby了！！！
这样我会很讨厌很讨厌你！

。。

2010-08-31T19:07:00.000+08:00

痛苦。。
万分痛苦。。
这样的痛，我真的禁受不起。。

心好像被撕开了。。

对不起

2010-08-31T13:01:00.000+08:00

我。。错了~
真的好后悔，
只请求一个原谅。。
那对我来说真的真的很重要。。

我错了，
你的惩罚，
我都体会到了。。
而这样的惩罚，
让我。。好痛苦好痛苦。。
你说的。。
90% 我好痛。。
50% 我更痛。。
20% 并不是真的。。

也许对你来说，
这将会是最后一次。。
但，对我而言。。
却是我的第一次。。
这样深深的感到痛。。。
感到害怕失去。。
感到不安。。

我宁可你骂我，责怪我。。
但就是别这样的不理我啊。。

原来被放弃的感觉一点也不好受。。
我。。
该怎么办？

┎…

眼旳
涙往
不下
自滑
覺落

…┚

我对不起。。
真的很对不起~~
我真的很抱歉。。

S.o.R.r.Y

2010-08-30T11:40:00.000+08:00

下雨了。。

天气冷冷的，
心也跟着冷起来。。

今天我的糊涂带给了别人一些麻烦。。我真的很抱歉。。对不起~

昨夜有些小小的误会。。我心里感到很不好受。。再次，对不起。。

前2天，我再次对不起。。会改变自己的想法。。

总之，我很抱歉我做错了。。

不好受不好受不好受！！

不喜欢这样的感受！

时间过太快~

2010-08-28T00:09:00.000+08:00

突然感觉时间过的好快哦~
一眨眼。。
就快一年了..
怎么会这么快呢？

刚刚去了雯家打麻将。。
好久都没有和他奶奶一起打麻将了。。
说去了那时大家刚刚出来打工。。
已经三年了。。
时间真的不饶人。。

就这样，第三年了。。
大家也都有了自己一定的成就，
而我的梦想却还没能达成。。
想想，
我浪费了许多时间。。

但是，
不管现在我再怎么努力，
为什么都还没能有一丝丝的成就呢？
是我把自己的目标设定太高了吗？

不过，
我还是不会放弃！

刚一边打，
脑子里就一边想，
好怀念过去的那些人。。
那些笑声，
那些包容，
那些我放弃的人。。
那些我不会珍惜的人。。
突然感到一阵悲伤。。

我。。
怎么了？

27/8/2010

2010-08-27T09:40:00.000+08:00

今早的早餐！

4片饼干一杯牛奶。。
外加。。。
妈妈煮的木薯。。
好传统的早餐哦！
好久都没有这样吃了
好怀念~
呵呵。。

接下来就是等妈妈煮的粥。。。！！
丰富的早餐那！！

请不要瞧不起我

2010-08-25T23:19:00.000+08:00

请不要瞧不起我
我不是不能
我只是没有努力
我只是在这几个月都放弃
我会找回自己的意志力的！
请不要那么样的瞧不起我
谢谢合作！

My home sweet home

2010-08-23T17:53:00.000+08:00

Finally i'm back in my room sweet room..
Every Monday when i finally reach home..
I felt the warmth..
Every single part of me released..
No stress
No worries...
Ahhh...
Its so nice to be home..
With mummy around to talk to..
With my lovely blanket and bolster...
This is LIFE...

By da way,
Ytd w had a this DAMN HUGE surprise..
Dave didnt tell me that we are going to have dinner with his relatives..
Ytd it turn out that they were celebrating his grandma bday~
And i know nothing about it..
Not untill 2 hours b4 the dinner...
Feeling rather akward? uneasy?
Its undescribable.. ah~~~
But in ended just as well..
*wink *wink

Today, one of my student,
Tat Feng
Celebrated his 6th bday..
Yea..
U're right!
Celebration..
CAKES again!!!
Here, I wish this lil cutie chubby boi a VERY HAPPY BDAY!
I wish him all d best in life!

So, here goes all my effort last week trying to kip my diet plan go accordingly..!
@@

健忘症还惨我！！

2010-08-22T01:18:00.000+08:00

我今天真的是大头虾到。。。。。。。
没得形容
我会牢牢地记得今天
一个教训
教训我以后被那么健忘！！！

21/8/2010 忙碌的一天

2010-08-22T00:02:00.000+08:00

今天真的是超级累人的一天啊。。

终于也过了，
不过过了今天，让我更有冲力去面对未来
让我更想把学生们教好
相信
用心做
一定会有成绩的
虽然今天有几位小朋友的表现都没有很好
但我并没有失望
反而更想把他们调教得更好
怪愚自己
一定是不够有功。。
所以我会更努力
加倍努力的去好好的教！

KAMPATE　MARIE！

Tadpoles

Shobhan, Cheryl, Elaine, Vicqy, Ethan

E-Kids

Genius

SadwadeeekaP

Cutiess

Chibimaruko

21/08/2010 早晨

2010-08-21T09:52:00.000+08:00

七早八早就发生意外了

好痛哦
伤口很深
更搞笑的事情。。
那是自己用刀片不小心割到的。。
还看了很久
心想到底有没有割到。。
>.<"

很夸张的妈咪还想把它包扎大大个
结果被我拦住了
哈哈！！

愿今天一切顺利！！

20/8/2010 的感想

2010-08-21T02:06:00.000+08:00

今天简直就是那么久以来再次感到真正快乐的一天
和好友丹尼和凌一起去唱k。。
只是很可惜雯没有办法和我们会合。。
有时想着想着就感到很伤心因为大家都长大了
不再像以前读书的时候每天一起。。
现在的我们，
好运气也许一个月能见面一次，
不好运气简直就半年见一次
但还是得觉得很幸运
因为都能在网上联络
这样的友情真的很可贵
他们是我一生中没有人可取代的好朋友
多年以来的感情谁人能代替啊？

今天我们又是疯疯癫癫的一块玩。。

记得去年的我们刚刚出来做工
大家都很“买包”
哈哈
每天翘班一块儿打麻将！
今年的我们确是大家都忙着自己的事业。。

但我相信我们大家都一定能闯出一片天空来！
加油！！
我很爱的你们！！

因为丹尼说今天没梳头发所以禁止我拍照。。
结果只有我和凌的照片咯。。

Lindy is BACK!

2010-08-19T23:08:00.000+08:00

My dearest bestie finally having holidayss...
And finally we can manage to meet up!
So anxious to see her tml...
Lindy is BACK!!!
Aw,
While i was driving back from work today,
My mind were full of those wonderful memories and all the memories we gonna make soon!
Aw...
How i missed her...
She's one of my besties whom i couldn't bear to lose...
I cant afford to LOSE her...
She is such a nice girl...
I clearly rmb how we spent our secondary times...
Though we had fights during coll time..
But things manage to cool of in d end...
Aw...
I missed her damn much!

Lindy & Marie

我是凶手。。。

2010-08-19T22:29:00.000+08:00

我还真的是傻了

我竟然真的剪破了那跟我有感情的point shoe..
看来真的是无药可救了！
但是，
还好还能穿着它跳。。
呵呵
结果还是老师的老妈子帮我把绳子弄了进去
不然真的就得说拜拜了！！
对不起。。
我对不起你！！

P.i.a.n.o

2010-08-19T22:14:00.000+08:00

最近不知怎么搞的。。

一直很想练琴。。
突然对它有种莫名的给吸引了。。
哈哈~
也算蛮可怜了。。
被抛弃了如此的久
是时候。。
放下舞鞋
休息下
腾腾我的宝贝琴了~~
我会努力的去更了解你
就像我那么的热爱芭蕾一样！
加油！！

和卤面的遭遇。。

2010-08-19T19:47:00.000+08:00

突然想起前几天被妈妈放了鸽子
结果一人在一间素食馆吃
要是以前的我肯定不可能一个人先在那边等
但是近来，
一个人吃饭好像已经是种习惯了
起初等着妈咪的时候就夹了一些菜。。
结果，
又叫了碗卤面心想能和妈咪share..
哪知道结果他没有来
然后服务生捧上来的却是。。。

很夸张吧？
她还问到，“你吃得完吗？”
一边问还一边笑。。
我下巴简直就快要掉下来了。。

可结果，我还是把它给塞完进我肚子里。。
感到漫漫的罪恶感！！

不过，
还是得说句公道话。。
真的很好吃！！！

思念是一种病～

2010-08-17T22:49:00.000+08:00

思念是一种病
而我病得很严重
每天不断的
想念着
惦记着
这样的日子何时才能熬过呀？　

你是否也一样的思念着我呢？

有时真的觉得自己好像傻瓜
回头看看从一开始在一起
写的部落各
几乎都是抱怨着　
是我
要的太多
还是
太傻？

因为，
如今的我
开始
渐渐的踏上
那危险边缘。。

总是觉得
自己好没有骨气哦！
但是
回头想一想
在爱情了
骨气算什么？
所以就把他统统都给收起来了。。
哎！

说了那么多，
还是没办法
除掉那些思念！
好像现在马上立刻
见到你！！

就在那一瞬间，幸福变成恶梦

2010-08-16T23:20:00.000+08:00

就在那一瞬间

当我觉得自己
是幸福的。。
作对选择。。
想要坚持到底。。

发现原来
最最
傻的人
是我

因为
我错的很离谱。。

就在我觉得自己很幸福
的那瞬间
给自己
edit了
照片
带着那些幸福
给自己做了美美的照片
却丑化了内心的自己~

然而
还是觉得自己很幸福的我
才清楚明白
原来
一切都是个错误！

我真的很不开心
！！

突然

2010-08-16T21:43:00.000+08:00

突然之间
好像
忘了什么是爱？
怎么去爱？
如何爱？
怎样才叫爱？

我突然忘了
我是谁。。
我要什么。。

突然
发现了。。
你的爱，我不懂。。

突然感觉
你的世界和我并不相同。。

突然觉得
自己好像是个小妹妹。。

不过
还是
希望
长长久久
天长地久
曾经拥有
我统统都要！

❤ My Life ❤

2010-08-13T22:50:00.000+08:00

After 2 months of taking break,
Everything became so tough for me..
Though i really need those break,
But still i regretted so much for stopping my practise routine for 2 whole months~

Aw,
Things are getting tough...
I can't do my developpe like last time..
My piroutte goes from bad to worse..

*sigh

Y did i ever take break for?
Counting down, 12 months to go b4 the RAD Advance Foundation exam would be held again..
Ah, Stress..
So many dances to be memorize..
So many steps to be corrected..
So many position to be adjusted~

Ow....
How i wish i were born a GREAT Ballerina..
Then i wouldnt be in such a state..
How i wish i have got longer legs, slimmer waist, better stamina..
Everything would be perfect by then..

Hmm...
But all this aint gonna happen though..~
haha*

By the way,
Just to share out sumthing..
I've found some blog which they can make shoes bag.. (handmade)
I can have my name sew on it..
I can have my ballet shoes staying in comfy..
HAPPY..
Can't wait to receive the parcel...

Anyway, i requested for a ballet bag too..!
Where i can all my leotards, demi point shoes, point shoes, teaching utensils like scarf, or whatsoever...
Hu hu..!
Ballet is just a dream comes true..
Even by just get to dance in a tiny little room...
Hmm...

❤ My ballet, My life... ❤

江山易改本性难移

2010-08-12T20:39:00.000+08:00

既然我的话不再有分量
也就是说
我的话被当成耳边风
那。。
还管那么多干吗？

话说，
江山易改
本性难移！

我只是想要。。。。

2010-08-11T00:49:00.000+08:00

我只是想要每一天都开开心心的
我只是想要每个晚上都能安心的睡觉
我只是想要没有失眠的夜晚
我只是想要不在因为你而睡不着
我只是想要不再感到不安
我只是想要能让自己过快乐一点
我只是想要不再为这些无谓的事而烦恼
我只是想要觉得自己做了对的选择
我只是想要能好好的爱
我只是想要
有个人能好好的爱我，真心的对待我
了解我知道我合乎我关心我
我只是想要。。
不再难过~

放弃

2010-08-10T22:11:00.000+08:00

好累好累好像放弃。。
但我不愿放手
可我好累了。。
再这样下去，
我好想放弃！！

因为，
这并不是我想要的。。
完完全全的不是！

2010-08-10T21:59:00.000+08:00

是侍候好好想想了

适合不适合？

2010-08-06T21:14:00.000+08:00

为什么总是别人在鼓励我，支持我，帮助我？
而这些人绝对不是你。。

2010-08-05T20:35:00.000+08:00

也许在一开始的时候，都不该让这一切发生。。
明知道会一个不小心就掉进深深的洞口。。
但偏偏就是不停止那行动~
一旦放了感情，
一切就已经太迟了。。

为何当初不坚持自己的立场？

这真的是我想要的恋情吗？
我想要的是这样的吗？
说好了，不去改变他人，
但是为何发现自己却在改变？
你为人人，但不是人人都为你。。
这一切都值得吗？
为何我不安？

Goodbye JULY~

2010-07-31T21:03:00.000+08:00

My 3 days OFF is OVER..~
How fast time flies..
Awww.. =(

It seems that we had just oni parted..
And i am already missing euuuu!!!
I miss u I miss u I miss u !!!
I miss u soooo badly~~~

Uhm..
It wasnt a very happening 3 days..
Its all about staying in d house, in d room...
Watching movies or NDS'ing or Fb'ing while waiting for "someone" to be back from work..
Well, i must admit its kinda boring at 1st..
But, come to think about it..
Actually i'm reli contented just sitting around and have a reli good rest...
By d way,
Did i mentioned that we actually had fufill one of my wishes..
Dave cooked...! We cooked together!!! Err.. Actually all i do was washing unfinished dishes..~ And Dave is so busy making more dirty dishes when he cooked..

Haha..

However, its reli fun...
I enjoyed my 2 1/2 days of Off day spending with u, dear...
I enjoyed myself cooking with u and making sandwiches for u~ and of coz included all d fun we had and those laughter..!

So now, Its time to get back to work..!
Its August.. Tons of new works coming in!!!
Which means more $$$$$$
hahahahha...
"ka cheng" "ka cheng"
Can u hear the money coming in?
Hehehehe~
I gonna buck up buck up n BUCK UP!!!!
I CAN DO IT..!! yea..
I can..!! I SURELY CAN..

Oh yea, here's some pictures of Dave buying groceries and cooking..
Its nothing much but it meant to me alot i guess..
Here it goess...~~

He claims that's his 1st time buying meat n vege~

Well, other than maggie mee,
I seriously think this is his 1st attempt with d frying pan~

Voila!!!
The Spaghetti and Black Pepper Steak..
Well,
I oni helped out with the spaghetti
(putting the spaghetti into boiling water oni)

Day 2 try out..
FAILED!!

Mole

2010-07-31T20:56:00.000+08:00

人家说，背上不能有志但是今天我不小心发现了我背上居然多出了3颗。。从小到大明明就只有耳朵有想找多几颗都是不可能的事了谁知现在那么多？ >.<" 都不知道何时跳出来的呢~

察看了Lilian Too的说法，就在我背上长出志来的那个位置，

"For a woman, carrying a mole on her back shoulder signifies one who has to bear the burden of many heavy responsibilities, including having to swallow many indignities in life. Again, this is a mole that is best removed."

哎，难怪~ 最近都觉得喘不过气来~ 还是宁可信其有吧。。。。
找天快去点掉它。。~

2010-07-26T13:24:00.000+08:00

哎！
能怪谁呀？
本性就是这样啊。。
部得不承认，
我的确很不习惯这样的方式。。
不知道该如何是好~

^&@&(@$

2010-07-21T22:47:00.000+08:00

烦烦烦！！

Brainstorming 到脑都快炸开了~
怎样做？
我该怎样做？
啊！！！！！
好烦啊。。。。！

这样行得通？
还是那样呢？
到底是这样还是那样啊？
为什么要长大啊。。
不长大不是没有事咯？
哎！！！

快。。。。疯。。。。了。。。。

梦想

2010-07-20T22:37:00.000+08:00

马小茜可以为了梦想而天天吃豆芽反，
张雅琦一样可以为了梦想而奋斗！！
天天吃豆蒜。。 >.<"

我想为自己的梦想努力。。~
我觉得应该可以做得到。。
我相信只要有恒心，
没什么事是做不到的！！
从今天开始我要更省钱，
完成我的梦想。。
完成妈妈的梦想~

为了妈妈，
一定得做到！
不能再让他失望了。。

这是给妈咪的承诺~~

Boyfriend

2010-07-20T16:03:00.000+08:00

A boyfriend is the last thing a young girl would want. As you grow with the age, you start getting attracted towards other sex. For a girl, it is a boy that she cherishes for. Having a boyfriend makes a girl feel something very special. Feeling loved, liked and admired is great, and a boyfriend gives this feeling to his girlfriend. Having a boyfriend does not only imply towards going out for dates, romantic movies or candle light dinners but it also implies towards gaining moral support, confidence and happiness with him being a part of life.

This situation compliments each other. A boyfriend acts as a pillar of strength when his girlfriend needs a shoulder to lean on, at the same time, a guy needs the support of his girlfriend when he is down morally or he is going through any lean patch. This is a relationship of mutual understanding and joint strength.

This is one passage i copied it from some website..
But to me, what i really nid is someone who'll loves me like i'm his everything..
Caring and most important to have a heart of gold..
I just nid sumone to guide me..
I wanted to blurted out all my sorrows, my stress..
And hope that he'll listen and give me suggestions..
I thought it wasnt sumthing too much to ask for..
But.. it actually is... >.<"

marie

加油！

2010-07-20T01:18:00.000+08:00

我相信，有一天我会成功的！！！

永远都要记得，
靠人不如靠自己
没有认识可靠的。。
除了自己还是自己！！
所以。。
加油！！

骨气

2010-07-19T13:07:00.000+08:00

女人要有点骨气！
这样才不会让人瞧不起。。。！

A sudden urge to write sumthing i had in my mind

2010-07-19T00:02:00.000+08:00

Only today i realised sumthing so damning sad~
My fb tag's photo mostly are those taken with the Teo's..
In just one month period..
2 occasions were held..
At 1st were the happy one, Cindy Teo's engagement..
Then, 5 days ago, was Teo Choon Seng's funeral..
These very 2 event were one of the very few which we, all cousins manage to get together..
And i mean ALL..
I truely hope that this wont be the Teo's last full gathering..~

Despite on how sad and tired we all were, some ppl like us, driving all the way down to JB like everyday or once in every 2 days.. Or taking unpaid leave just to accompany our beloved uncle the very last few days.. We still manage to lighten our mood.. Just to let uncle go in peace..
Seeing 4th aunt crying full whole 5 days, breaks my heart..
I never seen her cry in my whole life..
Before sending uncle off really for the last time,
I saw both Aunt Alice and Aunt Peng sobbing..
Even dad was crying.. I felt a sudden pain..
I felt sad for Grandpa..
Hope that 3rd uncle, 4th uncle and granny will blessed him with health and happiness..

Nevertheless,
All the Teo's, as in my cousins... EVERYONE including me :

Alvin Teo
Alan Teo
Andrew Teo
Julie Teo
James Teo
June Teo
Jason Teo
Sherine Teo
Simon Teo
Collin
Ivan

Manage to sent uncle off in the very last day.. We sing to uncle beside him..
Somehow.. life is really fragile.. So, please cherish everyone and everything bside u while u stil have em.. Its no use crying over spill milk..
This is our latest family portrait so far...
Since Granny passed away, we had never took a family photo again.. Members were getting lesser n lesser.. How sad..

Lastly, my condolences to my cousins,

Cindy Teo
Chyntia Teo
Crystal Teo
Catherine Teo
Benny Teo

your sincerely,
Marie Makiyo Teo

幸福百分百

2010-07-18T21:55:00.000+08:00

今天，是我们在一起的第一百天，
虽然在这一百天里，我们吵架，闹脾气。。
有些误解，但是还是很开心因为能在茫茫人海中遇见你..
这样说的确听起来有点肉麻。。
但是我就真的真的感到很幸福丫！
希望在未来的日子里，我们还会有很多很多的一百天！
因为，我好像真的爱上你了~~~

我不听劝告的一头的撞下去。。
我会为自己的决定负责，
谢谢身边所有关心我的人，
但我想，每个人都需要至少一次的机会。。
我看见了不同的他。。
也希望这是真正的他。。
不管结果会是如何，
我还是坚持了我的决定。。
爱他~

只想说，
幸福一直都掌握在自己的手里。。
也想对他说，
请你好好珍惜我。。
因为，
错过了的人事物，
是没有办法挽回的。。

但我
相信
他
会
让
我
很
幸福！

如今，我。。
真的真的。。
非常开心！

胡思乱想

2010-07-15T21:44:00.000+08:00

我开始会胡思乱想。。
哎！！

@@

2010-07-14T09:18:00.000+08:00

919am..
I'm awake..

Slept at 730..

@@ <---- thats how my eye looks like now!

Bad Day

2010-07-14T04:46:00.000+08:00

The Teo's family just lost one of their member once again after 6 years since grandma passed away~

Today, after lunch i got a msg from dad, telling me that uncle is in critical condition again..
After a few hrs, James call up telling me uncle just got revived..
Half an hour later, James & Colin called again.. Tellin mi that...
4th uncle, Choon Seng had passed away~
Shocked n stoned by d news~
I meant to visit him after working today..
But in d end, i wasnt even in time to see him for the last time~
Life is so fragile,
I just talk to him over d phone last 2 days..
And today i had to see him in this kind of situation..
Rest In Peace, Uncle Seng..

Its 530am.. And i'm still here.. Blogging..~
Alone in the hotel room..
With the tv running.. on fb, plurk and blogspot...
Ima going insane..
Ivan kept telling mi that this hotel is haun*ed..
Blast!!!
I need some sleep please!!
Argh..
I'm scared!!!

Still nid to go bk for class later..
Ah~
I think i'm gonna to b in coma after workin..~
*yawn..
Heavy eye lids...

My brain is going to stop workin soon..
Auto shutting down..

BLAST!!!

2010-07-13T11:11:00.001+08:00

Y couldnt i have my own life?
Argh!!
Its so FRUSTRATING!

天气预告

2010-07-09T22:12:00.000+08:00

今天心情的起伏好像股票一样的不稳定~
好像天气一样的变化。。
好比美好的晴天突然来了一阵龙卷风，
接着出现彩虹，
过后再来个暴风雨。。 >.<"
还好，最终还是雨过天晴。。
哎~~~~

原来

2010-07-09T20:56:00.000+08:00

不开心不开心！
我不开心！
原来人，
不能有过去，
不能说实话，
不能耳朵轻。。

原来这世界上，没有人会真正的把你放在第一位~
在别人的眼里，你永远都是有缺陷。。
原来，
不能伤心，
不能难过，
不能害怕。。

也许，
不理
不睬
不关心
不懂
是最好的相处方式？

难道，
我错了。。？

也许，
我该。。
放松
离远点
不看
不听
不计较

听了那些话，
心里不知觉得感到难过
因为从那话里头，
听见了，
原来。。
你并没有接受
眼泪，
开始不听话~
但我不会哭。。

原来。。。。。~

Sigh

2010-07-06T23:27:00.000+08:00

Job hunting?
Ah..
I'm so so super duper useless...
Y can't just i stick to one decision??
Y must i kip changing my mind?

I lurve my job..
But it cant kip me alive...
So, what would u do if u were me?
>.<"

人生

2010-06-29T19:26:00.000+08:00

人生有许多意想不到的事情会发生。。
从中学习，
知错能改，
得到的教训和经验，
能让你在未来里看得更清楚。。
走得更长远~

愿我们大家都能在每件事。。
不管是错的对的，
学习，忏悔，悔改~
让大家都有个美好的路程。。

人生好比一场戏，
到最好是美好或是悲伤的结局都由导演来决定。。
而，你生命里的导演，就是。。。。。
你自己。。。~

好好珍自己与身边的每一个人事物！

雅琦

* I'm in Lurve *

2010-06-28T01:44:00.001+08:00

Nothing's gonna change my love you..
You ought to know by now how much i love you..
One thing you can be sure of..
I'll never ask for more than your love..

Nothing's gonna change my love for you..
You ought to know by now how much i love you...
The world may change my whole life through...
But nothing's gonna change my love for you...

You're muh everything...!

2010-06-25T07:53:00.001+08:00

Curiosity kills a cat..
So what kills a man?
I say,
Greediness kills a man...
Loves kills woman..

I see it coming..
I tried to stop..
But i failed..
I gave up..

I thought it would b a good thing..
A lesson..
But i didnt expect the lesson to be that harsh..
How i wish i could turn back d time..
How i wish i persisted..
Why did i back off?

Its muh fault..
All muh fault.. >.<"

2010-06-25T07:46:00.000+08:00

I wan to save $$

Things to buy & do ...

* New digital camera (its time to get a better magepixel's camera)

* A trip to Aussie for Lynn's convocation on June 2011 (i have to start saving NOW)

* CBTS enrollment would be coming soon anytime.. (OMG!)

* Car road tax and insurance.. (awww!)

Therefore i must SAVE... NOW!

But, something telling me.. the digital camera part will be gone and the aussie trip will be out also.. >.<"
But it doesnt matter nohx~ At least i'm trying my level best to make it come true.. (hehe)

。。。。

2010-06-25T06:52:00.000+08:00

我。。。。
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。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
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。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
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。。

幸福

2010-06-23T02:18:00.000+08:00

幸福的定义是什么？

对我来说，
幸福就是。。。

有你在我身边
有你无时无刻的惦记着我
有你的关心
有你的爱

幸福就是。。

彼此信任
不隐瞒
不欺骗
诚恳
诚实
真心

幸福就是。。

每当我睡觉前，想一遍你的样子
每当早上睁开眼时，看看电话又没有你的信息
每当On9时，第一个查看你有没有上线
每当开FB时，就想看看你的最新消息

一点一滴，那么不起眼的小小事件
都是我幸福的因素！
因为，这一点一滴。。
都关于你~

心中充满了满满的爱。。
那就是幸福！！

A very troubled gurl blogging...

2010-06-20T23:12:00.000+08:00

Future = bleak

该怎么做呢？
一句话，*烦*

I'm so near into giving up ...
And telling myself, "Come'n, wake up girl!!! Face d reality!!!
Not everyone can fufil their dreams!!
SO y dun u just GIVE UP and find a proper and stable job?

I seriously doesnt know what to do..
I'm LOST...
So lost....
I'm like a blind mice searching it's way home..

Its saddening when i came to realise that i'm actually not so lucky..
Ppl do envy me..
As "i have a job which i lurve, i'm doing the thing i lurve"
But, back to the materialistic world...
I lurve what i m doing but i couldnt survive doing what i lurve..

So, its either giving up the thing u lurve or starve urself to death..
The answer is actually very clear..
But, i just couldnt talk myself into giving up..
Nor i want to give up..
But, i know...
I have to... >.<"

Should i find some other classes like what i did in the past?
But people tells me i'm like "hypermarket"..
I dont wanna be a "chap blang" teacher..
Or i should just jump into another line and make my current job part time..
Stick to it and wait till when i feel that i'm ready to fufil my dreams....?

Sumtimes it even makes me think i dont even know what i want in life anymore..
I've lost my way.. I've lose my dreams...
I dont have confident..
I'm not good enuf..
I couldnt handle things well enuf all by my own..
I have to be more INDEPENDENT..
I'm so close to being "good for nothing"..
Oh, my my my...
I am so so troubled....!

signing out @ 1130pm

Agony

2010-06-20T20:52:00.000+08:00

Aww.. Gastric has been hunting me for 2 days..
I couldnt sleep in peace..
I couldnt drive properly..

Hungry = pain
Full = pain
Half full = pain

No matter what i do.. = Pain
Drink too much water = Pain

Argh.. Its killing meeeeeeeee!!!

haih~

2010-06-18T22:00:00.000+08:00

Irresponsible
Flirtalicious
Playboy
Bad News
No Good
Beware

WHAT THE FUCK?

矛盾

2010-06-16T22:26:00.000+08:00

刚刚你又告诉了我，
你又喜欢的人了。。
很可笑。。
现在是怎样啊？
人的感情都那么浅吗？
说来就来说走就走~
也许是我错在先吧。。
但是我好像一事件接受不到。。
但很矛盾的，同时也替你开心。。
祝福你。。全心全意地祝福你。。
加油！

16/6

2010-06-16T12:49:00.000+08:00

明明就说好今天会是新的开始。。
却受到了“过去”的短讯。。
但是，很开心。。
因为，大家也都放下了~
祝愿大家都能开开心心的过着每一天！

又是工作的一天..
期待每一天的来临。。
迈向舞台飞翔。。。！！
ps: 不是我的舞台，小朋友的舞台。。

今天有点累，可是还是很想见见他。。
不知怎么的，我很想每一天都能见面~
他不知道。。
但愿，我的选择是对的。。
因为，现在的我。。
只能向前走，向前看了~

Uhm.. Student coming soon..
Just using some time to bla sumthing..~
Going for class..~
ciaoz*

signing out @ 1255pm

感触

2010-06-16T01:39:00.000+08:00

突然，我怀念过去。。
为什么每次夜深我就会想到很多东西？
真令人心酸啊！！哎
话说，
过去就让他过去。。
也许真的该让它成为真正的过去，回忆。。
但是心里总是觉得不舒服~
眼泪好像都快标出来了..
但因为，雅琦我答应过自己。。
除非万不得已，才让自己掉泪。。
所以，再见了我的所有过去！！
明天的我，会是全新的我。。
告别那些美好与不美好的过去~
我能够从新站起来。。

就算在难过，谁知？
在痛苦，谁知？
所谓的，心事谁人知？
难过痛苦的过着生活不如选择开开心心的过。。
我不想再因过去而难过
不想再因做过的过错而后悔，
因为都已经太迟了。。
告诉自己，那是一个教训
从中学习。。
告诉自己，那是一个没得回头的选择，
而这选择是自己做的。。
怪不得别人~ 只好接受。。
哭泣不会让时间倒流也不能弥补什么。。

所以，加油！
女人也可以全心投入在事业上！
女人也可以是个成功的例子。。~
雅琦，加油！
你一定一定要做到最好...!
这是给自己的承诺。。。~

我要好好努力！

短头发

2010-06-16T00:10:00.000+08:00

我把头发剪短了。。
新的发型，新的开始，新的生活
我发现，每当我遇到挫折或不是的时候都会拿头发出气~
可怜的头发，我会好好重新对待你~
把你流长长回来 ~ 放心吧！

TIRED weyyyy~

2010-06-15T02:23:00.001+08:00

Ahhhh~
Fifa World Cup's Fever is killing miiiii~~!!!!!
Yey, i dun bet.. but sumhow its still killing me..
>.<"

Arrgh~
T.I.R.E.D sia this few weeks...
Its like continuously avday slept at wee hours...
I think i gonna go baazoki soon..
@@

I need to plan..
To plan muh time!!!
Seriously i need to have a GOOD PLAN!!!
Awww....~

Gud Nite!!!!
*yawn

signing out @ 226am

老朋友

2010-06-14T01:12:00.000+08:00

我看到到你了旁边坐着一位女子
第一感觉但到慌张
但想了想，应该为你感到开心

后来的我们都不曾联络
我不后悔只是遗憾失去一位老朋友
也许你说的话带点讽刺
但是没关系
我不会责怪你

你问我的问题
我没办法回答
只能说现在的我。。
很开心，很快乐。。
我喜欢现在的生活~
请你放心。。谢谢你。。

宝

2010-06-14T01:08:00.000+08:00

Uh.. macam sudah lama tak blog..~
Nth much to share..
Just like i says, kinda bz for the past few days..
I seriously need sum rest~
BUT, its worth it...
I knew it...
I knew i'm doing it right...

Though its not anything BIG~
But i'm contented enuf just to see them getting on d stage doing their routine form d 1st step till d last~
YiPppIe!!!
I lurve my lil ballerinassss~!!!
Jia yOU!
KAmPAte!!!

signing out @ 111am

挫折

2010-06-11T14:48:00.000+08:00

这感觉好久都没找上门了
那个想把自己关闭起来，不说话不做任何事的感觉
从读书的世界里出来了社会。。已经快2年了~
从未经历挫折和失败。。
第一次的失望，让我措手不及不知该怎么应付。。
怎么面对？

想了想，其实也并不是一件坏事。。
话说，失败乃是成功之母~
至少，这次的遭遇好比一桶冷水，
冷冷的坡上我的头。。
虽然退缩，但是变得更清醒。。
因为知道做的不够好不够多。。
所以，不但不会放弃，还会加倍努力，
检讨自己。。

我不会放弃！

A sudden thought

2010-06-11T01:10:00.000+08:00

How long will this last?
Thinking back..
The journey seems too be near.. yet its so far~
It could be quite tiring at times..
And quite tiring i mean...
Yea, and i dont even know what i'm toking now..

Haha*
Just a few words b4 i goes to bed..

Its gonna be a bz bz week i think..
Everything crops up together..
Competitions, performance.. all in one day~
I'm happy.. I'm happy to be bz..
At least i think i'm worth sumthing~
Yey...~

Am i really doing the right thing?
I just want to see some results on d stage..
I just wanted to prove that i can do it too..
Though, it seems to be like doing sumthing "rugi"..
But i just wanted to do my best..
Eventhough its not perfect, but at least i do the least that i could..~

Bloggie,
U seems to b the only one, the only way i could pour out my sorrows..
And of cuz..
I wish to feed u more with laughter and joy~

Lurve,
marie

If only u were me..

2010-06-10T11:09:00.000+08:00

Every morning, Every Day...
U make me wish that i'm nvr born....~
Torturing life...
Suffering from all those words..
Every seconds...
The pain...
The urge to leave..
The anger..
The tears..

The world has become...
so unbearable.....~

I did what i could...
I try all means..
But it doesnt seems to work..
I wish i were nvr born~

Its Mummy's bday!

2010-06-08T01:12:00.000+08:00

The 1st wk of June..
I mean, the 1st monday of June..
I started my new schedule..
One more day up to Pontian!
Its awesome..
I like the class...
Those students...
I think i've made the right decision..!
I lurve my Job!
Yea.. i lurve my job..

And, one sad thing..
I'm reli gaining weight like is nobody's business!
Supper everyday, heavy breakfast, heavy lunch + heavy dinner..
OMG!
What is gonna happen to me?
I'm not going to let this things goes on...!
It must be mark a FULL STOP NOW!!!!
and i mean NOW!
Phew.....

Fat girl signing out @ 115am

2/-6/10 - 6/6/10

2010-06-06T22:51:00.000+08:00

I'm back.. The 4 nite 5 days trip was AWESOME..
Its the 1st outing for US...
Its full of great MEMORIES..
And i really really lurve it~
Its sad tht it ended so fast..
And i really hate the feeling of bidding goodbye~
Aw, it feels awful!

Thru all these 5 days, we have FUN, SADNESS, LAUGHTER, ANGER...
Though, its not exactly 100% having fun all d way, but i'm still CONTENTED as there'll be no more SECRETS hidden anymore...
The feeling is just like..... RELIEVE? yeah~ RELIEVE!

Ohkay, now....
I'll feed u, bloggie... with some reli juicy updates.. Its like 5 days since i last updated~

Yey, we started journey on wed to M'cca and spended the night at A'Famosa Resort..
The next morning we went around to the Animal Safari which is so so so so AWESOME! All the animals performance and stuffs like feeding them... Yea.. Dave enjoys so much feeding those animals... There's this reli funny part when he actually made a monkey angry, the sight of him snatching the food with the baboon is damning FUNNY!!!! Too bad all those pics were in his camera... @@ I manage to capture those funny scene... I've got oni a few pictures with me..
I'll try to upload with wat i have here...

After a long day walking around, watching shows...
We're like DEAD jor...
But still manage to went down to M'cca for Capitol Satay Celup.. It was delicious.. ***YUMMY***
Dave said its just "so so" loooo~

The night was alot better whr we went to the Cowboy Town..
Its so different from the last time i went, last year~
I missed out the parade last year...
It was TERRIFIC!! All those red idians performance thingy...
The parade, The Animal Show, Those Pretty Girls Dancing Around...
And of cuz, the fireworks... Its so ROMANTIC,
When u watch it with sumone SPECIAL~ *wink *wink
Then, went out for drinks... den back.. "ZZZzzzzzzz"

The next day was tiring!
We walk all d way from the Hotel to the Club house den bk to the Cowboy town again for breakfast~ Ending up getting nothing... Warrafuk? >.<"
In d end we had to head up all d way up to Kay Elle and have McD for breakfast at NOON! @@

My 1st time to Batu Caves!
All d while i thought its FUN in thr...
Quite disappointing.. haha~
Nvr go there...!
Tiring and u get to c NOTHING..~

Den, up up up to Genting Highlands,
Den? Yeah... U're right..
We went straight into the casino once we reached... >.<"
After around 230 hrs, Sayonara!!
Drive all d way down to Kay Elle.. @@
D.H is totally a "last minute" person lo..
Plan changes like changing cloths.. haha..

The trip in Kay Elle is all about driving, jamming, going the wrong way~
Yeah, it takes us forever to get to the Hotel around Bukit Bintang but ending up checking in a hotel nearby Sunway... (_ _")
Oh yeah, before all those checking in thingy, we went "The Ship" for dinner!!
The food, uhm... Its not like what i thought its going to be... and its like EXP EXP lo!!
But d environmetn and their costume actually makes me feels better lah~ >.<"
Uhm, after settling down ourselves, cleaning up~
Its... Drinking time again..
yea~ Its kinda moody tht nite as we went out a lil bit late, and everywhr is like closing already also..
*Sumthing happens...
Have sum cold war... "ZZZzzzzz"

Next day, Sat... the plan was going to Sunway Lagoon... (i was pretty looking forward to it as its more than 10 yrs i nvr been thr jor)
It took me so long to convince myself to get into the water and under the sun~
But after what happens the night b4, it actually makes us both feels DOWN, MOODY!
Dun reli feel like going for it at all...
And so, the Lagoon trip is like HELL! Its packed.. (due to the pub hols)
However, we still manage to have some fun thr..
The Pirate's Revenge is totally frightening when u look at it swinging like its nobody business..
But, its actually not tht bad when u experienced it urself.. @@
Have roller coaster, getting into the water, queued up for 30 mins to get the 10 seconds thrilled..
>.<"
We went in at around 11 and came out at 2.. @@
But luckily.. Things got better when HE finally voice out...
I finally felt a lot better~
After a rest, we went to Sakae Shushi, The Curve for dinner...
Its like.. 2 person eating 4 persons thingy... >.<" When u're with D.H, its impossible to stick to ur DIET!
The 1st time D.H walked at shopping centre for more than 130 hour without much!
Yeah, thts GREAT! *wink *wink
He bought himself a DIET book... heh heh~
Hope its useful...~ @@

The plan of meeting up Louis, Ruby, Yen, Carol, Beli and Clement crashed...
I met none of them in d end.. @@
But we went to this very "ulu" place but with nice ppl around..
So i guess it makes the night memorable?
Hah~ And, tht goes the last night of our vacation~

D.H came to Bee Pee, finally...
Went MBO for a movie, whats tht? Shrek...~
Yeah, Shrek...
Have dinner...
Den, so unbearable....!!!!!!

It feels really great, taking off ur mind of other thingy just for a while..
Concentrating on the trip, the one bside me...
I'm contented enuf with muh life!
Now, back to reality..
Start working and BUCK UP!

With all those calories i contains last few wks... or mayb i shud says last few months!
Ever since Thai trip..
I'm like a baloon going to burst soon!
@@

Gonna plan for sumthing tml..
Its MUMMY's Bday!!!

Thts all for tonite~
More coming up...
Mwahhh~****

signing out @ 1221pm

haih~

2010-06-02T02:47:00.000+08:00

我很困绕。。
两个不同世界的人。。
能够成为好朋友吗？

不曾这样觉得过自己。。
如今，很沮丧~
难过~
=(

听了那番话，
感觉有点害怕，
但是，
就算被在多的人欺骗了在多次，
我还是选择相信这世界还是有真情的，
不管是友情，爱情或亲情，
我都愿意不断的给他人机会。。
话说，我见过鬼不怕黑，
我不是不怕，
只是人生短短几十年，
我想寻找真情，
因为我相信，它是存在的。。
就算人们说这世界在恐怖，我都想相信！

255am

加油！

2010-06-01T23:08:00.000+08:00

今晚没有特别的感触，
只是觉得闷闷的。。
我真的觉得好像一个大傻瓜。。
超级大笨蛋！
只会说人却不会说自己的大笨蛋！

今天工作时候突然有了点小idea该怎么走这段路。。
也许我真的不应该在这么的不独立。。
胆子放大点。。
这样才会进步~
说的没错，我总是怕这个怕那个的。。
到头来，什么都做不出~
我真的得学学勇敢点。。
话说，凡事起步难。。
要跨得出那第一步也许就能找出自己要的出路了！！
加油！加油！
雅琦，你一定行的！

1115 pm

Monday Fun

2010-05-31T23:36:00.001+08:00

Monday BLUES...
Though i'm not working...
Yea.. tht's y its BLUE..
I feel that i'm wasting my life away..
I just need to find a way out!
I really need to!
Time is running out...
Muh new year resolution... I must fulfill it!

Ohkay, Lets put everything aside and talk about the day~
Its really sumthing worth to be remembered..
I mean, its not like i've nvr been out my whole life or anything..
Nah, the feeling is undescribable.. Its actually like any other days when people hangs out together, window shopping, walking around, having meals, talking and go for a movie..
I dunno y but it just feel GREAT..~
I dun really know if i'm the only one having such a great time or what..
But i hope, WE had GREAT times...

Its funny, i rmb what i blog a few days ago..
I said i would lose 2 kgs b4 JUNE..
Today is d last day of MAY and i happens to gain 2 KGS!
LOL..

I had my fav yummy delicious DURIAN today~
Thx alot to Mdm Lim for saving for mi~
Whats more?
I had my fav MANGO ICE...
OMG.. Just talking about it makes me droolsssss~
*I really shud stop this eating habit..~ >.<"

Prince of Persia, A must watch movie..
Its touching... Family ties, and also a lurve story~
I lurve it!!

The best part of d day is... The one spending it wif mi...
And the worst part of the day is i actually forgot to press my shutter like i always do!!!
*sigh..
I dun get lovely pitchas...~

Gonna have an early rest today~
Jogging in d morning..! to sweat away those dreadful calories i've been consuming for the last few wks!!!
Well, Mdm Lim surely need some exercises tooooo~~

Ah..
Looking forward...
Counting down.. 2 more days to go!

signing out @ 1156pm

我梦寐以求的生活*其实很简单

2010-05-31T00:51:00.000+08:00

When satan mocks and friends turns to foes, it feels like everything is out to make me lose control..
Cause its a long long journey...
Till i find my home...
To You...

Simple girl with simple needs..

Who doesnt wish to be lurved?
Who doesnt wish to be pampered?
Who doesnt wish to be trusted?
Who doesnt wish that there's a person by her side whenever,wherever and even whatever happens..
Who doesnt wish to have her MR RIGHT?

我不需要轰轰烈烈的爱情
我更不需要荣华富贵
只愿，
当我失落的时候，有人在身后鼓励我支持我。。
当面另难题时，有人在身旁听我哭诉。。
当我跌倒时，有人会伸出援手，扶我一把。。
很难吗？
男人口中的“我爱你”又是怎么一回事？
是随口说说？
我一直都认为，这三个字是最最南说出口的三个字。。
也是最最不许时常挂在嘴边的三个字。。
不过，我选择相信。。
虽然很荒秒~

Lurve needs trust..
Lurve needs care..
Lurve needs hugs..
Lurve needs kisses..
Lurve needs tender touches..
Lurve is when i see myself in ur eyes..
Lurve is when u hear my heartbeat thumping in ryhthm when i'm with u..
Lurve is when u miss me even when we just bid goodbye..
Lurve is when I says I lurve you and i blushed like a little girl...

分享你的喜怒哀乐，是我最想要的。。。
因为我不想只看到你的快乐而不知道你的不快乐。。
因为，我想知道你的一切。。

Signing out @ 318am

罪名

2010-05-31T00:48:00.000+08:00

突然背了来临不明的罪名。。

感觉不好受。。
一切似乎都变得灰灰的~
就因为一句话。。

有些人在你心中其实已经霸占了一个大的位置，
但自己却不曾发觉~
那是最让人感到害怕的事情。。
因为，当你知道也许你将会失去某样东西时，
你才会感到原来在不知不觉中，你已经不能没有他了。。

嗯，其实也不是什么大件事情嘛。。
毕竟终有一天，真相会大白！
老天爷不会这样作弄他的孩子的~

By the way, 今天帮Dave庆祝了24岁生日。。
但愿他的愿望会实现，看到他许愿。。。好想38 38一下呢！
但当然是不好意思问人家的愿望啦。。呵呵不管怎样，在这里要祝他生日快乐！！
我口里的祝福就留着到当天吧！呵呵。。

*但我不明白的是。。他应该是86年出生的吧。。为什么蜡烛有25根呢？>.<"

signing out @ 152am
**雅琦**

我不要

2010-05-27T02:35:00.000+08:00

我累。。
我真的想放弃！
我不想再继续读了。。
我已经不是从前那个会读书的宝宝了~
现在的雅琦只会音乐，跳舞。。。
课本再也不是我的专长了~~
我就是不会~
更何况离开那么久了。。
怎么考？

2kgsssssssss

2010-05-27T00:57:00.000+08:00

我决定了！
在六月前我要瘦一个两公斤！
志在必得！！
加油！！

Sumthing funny~

2010-05-25T11:43:00.001+08:00

yea~ i found sum funny pictures via FB this morning...
It kinda make my morning a lot better!

承诺

2010-05-22T23:17:00.000+08:00

我答应过一个人
我说过我不会拿下
我会一直带着。。

我给过的承诺不曾忘记过~
因为我只给我做得到的承诺。。。
所以虽然我一直都很想拿下，
但它从来没有离开过我~

失控

2010-05-21T12:24:00.000+08:00

为什么最近的我总是偷偷摸摸？
因为你！！！都是因为你！
你觉得我这样很好过吗？！
我很憎恨！！！！！！！！！
我真的真的很怒！
从来都没有这种感觉过的我。。
真的失控了！
话不能多说几句，
你是要我怎样？？！！！

我真的恨了

2010-05-21T12:20:00.000+08:00

我恨你我恨你我恨你我恨你我恨你我恨你我恨你我恨你我恨你我恨你我恨你我恨你！！！

自私鬼！！！

是你不懂得站在别人的立场想！！！！！

我很恨！！！！！！

我很讨厌！

我想离开！！！！！

你要我什么都告诉你，问过你。。。
我怎么开口？
我说的每句话你都有听吗？
不。。你永远都是高高在上！
这就是你！

I'm back!

2010-05-21T10:46:00.001+08:00

YEY, signing up for the new course at Jay Bee...
Starting on June and looking forward for Sept course at Kay Elle~ （hope tht i could get muh permission )
Actually the one i really wished to go is July's Hong Kong's course~
But, sigh* I better forget it..~
Some people just doesnt understand time is flying and i'm getting older as days passes!
I dun wanna live my life with regrets~~!!!
Mayb i'll blame it on u sumday for it...~ yeah...
I just might..~
Cause, this is truely regretting..! I'm 22 and this is my LAST year..
Dont u GET IT???!!!!
SELFISHNESS****

我恨。。。！

2010-05-20T11:10:00.000+08:00

我感到很厌倦~
面对着这样的每一天我好累。。！
我已经不会再站在别人立场想了。。
你为人人，那人人有为你吗？
我讨厌做三文治！

我在说一次，我也是人！！
我真的很累，很讨厌这样的生活~
我讨厌！讨厌的香让自己消失在这世界上！！
我恨我怒我冤！！！
我不想做宝宝！
我一点都不快乐！
我真的一点也不快乐！！！！！！！！！！！！
我一点都不。。。！！！！

Depressed

2010-05-20T01:50:00.000+08:00

Finally, its done~
It takes me forever to finished that report out line.. @@
Its like a decade since i never do homework jor~
Uhm , hopefully what i am doing now would be a great help to my CBTS in future..~

Its totally a demoralizing day~
I dont know what happen but my limbs are just not my limbs anymore..
It doesnt listen to my command~
It act slower than ever..
It just doesnt move the way i want it to be..~
How could i possible to have good grades with skills like that?
My 90 deg became 45 deg..
My stamina's gone..
My legs went wobbly just after 30 mins~
My muscle's were shaking, i felt like vomiting when i got back home~
What in the earth is happening?
Ever since i started Adv, i'm like deteriorating from bad to worse..
And this is really really bad news~

I'm shocked, i dunno what to do..
I know what i can do.. I know how far i can go..
But this is just too much..~
I knew i can do it.. But no matter how i tried, i just couldnt get it right~
Its sad.. Its real sad~
I'm so disappointed with myself..
Its like a total disaster...

I should do sumthing about it..
yeah, i will do something about it..
Cause this isnt gonna stop me from ballet'ing~

signing out @ 2.04 am

4giv n 4get

2010-05-19T02:13:00.001+08:00

I shud be sad... I shud be..
But i'm more worried...

marie

Stupid 38!

2010-05-18T13:33:00.001+08:00

Go mind ur own business and stay out of ours!

我只是个平凡的女子

2010-05-17T15:50:00.000+08:00

烦。。
没得形容~
只想离开。。。

无能为力。。
因为我也是人~

哭过就好了。。
一切都会过去~

人，要接受命运。。。
而，我早已接受了~
所以，哭过就好了。。

Sorry~

2010-05-17T01:55:00.001+08:00

What exactly are u doing Marie?
Why has u got to hurt everyone around u?
Why has u got to hurt urself lidat?
Why cant u just STOP it?
Why cant u just be more MATURE?
Why things had to turned out this way?

I'm sorry..
I know it doesnt really mean anything..
And knowing it wouldnt repair any damage..
But, I still wanted to say... i truely sorry abt it..

I really wish to cherish this...
Everytime when i tot i had done enuf, the fact is... It never is~

I would do anything just to cherish it..
Even if it drives me nuts >.<
But, i'm already insane enuf.. @@

marie

Torturing

2010-05-15T03:18:00.000+08:00

I'm starting to hate this kind of fear and worry~
Makes me feel like running away oni...
***SIGH***
y torture urself lidat, Marie?

Broken promises

2010-05-14T22:53:00.000+08:00

No matter how things changes, giving promises...
A leopard is still a leopard..
It wont change the fact~

Y do people gives promises even when they know they're going to break it?
Some people just doesnt understand what promises are..
And y am i trying to accept it?

Somehow i just gotta learn how to say NO!
No to myself, No to others, No to things i hate~

When anger starts arousing, i just cant stop the inner me scolding myself~
What has gotten into me?
Choosing some kind of lifestyle which i cant even imagine if i could ever live it thru..

I dont' like this feeling at all...

marie

www.ballet-licious.blogspot.com

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第333天

Voices from the date : 1/3/2011

15/12/2010 心声 ：Jacky Cheung 張學友 - Kar Fei 咖啡 (Coffee)

13/12/2010 心声 ：原來愛情那麼傷-梁詠琪

王心凌 我會好好的

The most fasinating week ever~

看透

爱与痛的边缘

早起的鸟儿

Time passes too fast~

200th days!!

KAMPATE!

*** Sweet ***

如果

痛苦

。。

对不起

S.o.R.r.Y

时间过太快~

27/8/2010

请不要瞧不起我

***My home sweet home***

健忘症还惨我！！

21/8/2010 忙碌的一天

21/08/2010 早晨

20/8/2010 的感想

Lindy is BACK!

我是凶手 。。。

***P.i.a.n.o***

和卤面的遭遇。。

思念是一种病～

就在那一瞬间，幸福变成恶梦

突然

❤ My Life ❤

江山易改 本性难移

我只是想要。。。。

放弃

Goodbye JULY~

Mole

^&*@&(*@$

梦想

Boyfriend

加油！

骨气

A sudden urge to write sumthing i had in my mind

***幸福百分百***

胡思乱想

@@

Bad Day

BLAST!!!

天气预告

原来

Sigh

人生

*** I'm in Lurve ***

。。。。

幸福

A very troubled gurl blogging...

Agony

haih~

矛盾

16/6

感触

短头发

TIRED weyyyy~

老朋友

挫折

A sudden thought

If only u were me..

Its Mummy's bday!

2/-6/10 - 6/6/10

haih~

加油！

Monday Fun

我梦寐以求的生活*其实很简单

罪名

我不要

2kgsssssssss

15/12/2010 心声：Jacky Cheung 張學友 - Kar Fei 咖啡 (Coffee)

13/12/2010 心声：原來愛情那麼傷-梁詠琪

王心凌我會好好的

* Sweet *

My home sweet home

我是凶手。。。

P.i.a.n.o

江山易改本性难移

^&@&(@$

幸福百分百

* I'm in Lurve *